My Mikrokosmos

from: BTS 5th Muster <Magic Shop> It's really hard for me to be very determined in doing something Watching American drama, doing my own journal learning Korean playing musical instrument I always stopped it when I know the basic I never think to master it fully causing I am like "half baked" and it is just LIMIT I think I need some courage. I think I need some determination. I think I need some strength. to welcome a better ME. 就像你们在5期见面会说的 “持续三分钟热度，一年做到300天” 一点点的勇气 一点点的坚持 一点点的力量 就能积少成多。 加油， 更好的我 在前方。

You know what he did to you Don't being silly again I don't know. Trusting him till now Perhaps my sixth sense? There must a reason But We can't go back anymore. There is no possible at all between us from: Pinterest, adeaprilia.com Listening to this song during MCO Lewis Capaldi- Someone You Loved I’m going under and this time I fear there’s no one to save me 我正在逐漸沉淪，這次我害怕沒人可以拉我一把 This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy 這極端的一切真的讓我發狂 I need somebody to heal  我需要有人來治癒我 Somebody to know  有人來理解我 Somebody to have  有人來擁有我 Somebody to hold  有人來擁抱我 It’s easy to say  But it’s never the same  說起來很簡單 但已經跟以前不一樣 I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain 我想我喜歡你麻痺所有痛苦的方式 Now the day bleeds Into nightfall 如今已近黃昏 And you’re not here 而你不在身邊 To get me through it all 陪我度過這一切 I let my guard down 我卸下心防 And then you pulled the rug 你卻在我心上開了一槍 I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved...

95 Graduation by Jimin & V of BTS Even as time pass, we’ll forever remember Thoughtless we were, you and I Even after graduation, it’s still like this That unchanged moment Oh I remember That this has ended The reality hasn’t hit Weaving around the neighborhood It seems like it was just yesterday Everyday working through the nights going back and forth You’ve seen me work hard right My debut story too I almost didn’t make it After graduation Even as time passes Don’t ever forget about us Even as time pass, we’ll forever remember Thoughtless we were, you and I Even after graduation, it’s still like this That unchanged moment Oh I remember The reality hasn’t hit The weight(responsibilities) of being a 20 year old There’s nothing in particular But time’s passing so so fast As long as I’m here like this As long as you there y...

from: Pinterest, canadianliving.com 12.37 AM 20.05.2020 520= I love you (in mandarin) Try to challenge myself to sleep earlier cuz I dont wanna to stay up late anymore. My face has popped up many PIMPLESSS zzz But I failed. cant sleep thinking much of thingss Found up that there are many people are still always by my side no matter i am in hardship or happy Just wanna say thanks to them for always supporting me in doing anything that i want to do and SORRY for hurting u sometimes but u still choosing to stay with me Watching me growing up to a BETTER and mature person. LOVE　YA <3 忽然发现其实身边有很多爱你的人 想对他们说声谢谢，也想对他们说声抱歉 谢谢，还是一如既往地爱着我 抱歉，有时候让你失望，让你生气了 但是不管怎样， 你永远都是我最珍惜的 因为珍惜 所以感激 因为珍惜 所以内疚 这些，都是因为爱吧

from: Facebook, BTS official Okayyyyyy time is really passing in a blink of an eye and i had been ARMY for a year. I am always wondering why I can be so crazy to themmmmm,,,  btwww they are really healing to me NO matter is their song, their personality, even though their smile could always let me feel warmed and toucheddd I LOVE them, very very much I LOVE them, very much much hahahahahahah They taught me how to love MYSELF, N I am still trying hard and my best in the road of loving myself, Accepting the good and the bad, pros n cons in me, Just wanna confess to my lovely cutiee in this little world that I owned THANK YOU BANGTAN Thanks, my 7 boys. Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook, BTS!!!!! p/s: mine english is getting worse....i will master my english well in short time... PROMISE!!!